No Gardening, so I'm painting.

It's been raining for days and the forecast is more for the next few days, which means our garden project has been put on hold ! So what do I do with my time after the daily chores have been completed.......
Well, now I don't have any excuse not to be working on  the painting challenge I gave myself.

Before the rain I'd collected a selection of different leaves so thought I'd start off with a little bit of Autumn.

and a couple of cones from the many I've collected

waiting to be used in decorations for Christmas.

I have various watercolour painting books on 'How to  ....... '

and the many techniques on how to use aquarelle in the style I like.

.However that day my mind was blank

 I had no idea what to paint, should it be scenes, buildings or flowers ?

Being so undecided I thought I'd sketch a few things in my journal

I started with what I could see in front of me on my work surface.

Then I saw my journal. !

 I only started  it at the beginning of this year 2013

 Unfortunately I'm not disciplined enough and only make the odd entry every now and again.

My journal has brown paper which is like wrapping  paper.

and it's a very different surface to paint on which I don't find  easy.

  so I usually just sketch.

then use my watercolour pencils.

I will state this is not meant to be a self portrait ! 

but it is my usual style of dress for gardening on cold drizzly days.

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We had a break in the clouds and it had stopped raining for a short spell

I decided to get outside and divide up a few plants &  re-pot a few others, also

 I'd just bought a tray of pansies to brighten up the window boxes and they needed to be planted.

so that turned out to be my subject for sketching.

I do like to paint pansies.

I put one in a little blue glazed, terracotta pot.

This one below is one I did during my first period of painting in 2008

Mr France was so proud of me, he made a mount and framed it .

I had a period of busy family life and painting was shelved for quite a few years.Then when I did have the time, I found it difficult to begin again. I felt I'd lost my way, and was never happy with what I produced.  My art teacher at that time gave me a very good piece of advice, 'never throw away any of your paintings, otherwise you'll never have anything to compare your recent painting with' 

I'm glad I listened, as I took out some of my early paintings, and saw I had improved, and now feel I have the courage to gradually slip a little painted sketch into my posts.Some of my lovely followers have asked, where I've been hiding my talent. I don't see myself as producing good work or being talented. I enjoy painting, but always want to paint in the style of others.

I received an email from one of my follower friends, telling me I should be chuffed at what I'm producing in my own style..That was the best encouragement I could receive and I take it as a compliment.

Slowly I'm gaining my confidence again. 

and trying to paint as often as I can.

I hope you like what I've dared to share.

à bientôt

Barbara Lilian